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At least she likes it when people help her. At least she hasn't turned me away or let some bad guy tell her to turn me away.


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Um, so I picked some flowers on my way home from work! Not a lot, just a few daisies and lilies and violets, but they should be enough to put on the table tonight. Or on the windowsill! I think we should have flowers in the house more often, they make it look brighter.

How many people here keep flowers in their house? Just wondering!

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I feel like I should be doing something for Lenore right now! I mean I know I can't visit her cause Col will be there and I don't wanna see him, but there's gotta be something else! I feel so awful, she was so sick and he's probably not even taking care of her and she's probably miserable! We should...we should really do something for her! We're all still her friends, right?

Today's such a nice day, isn't it? It feels like spring's finally coming after such a long winter! Now we can do more stuff outside and see the flowers grow and everything!

Oh, and Joshua really liked the store, too. Yesterday I let him look around a little, but I made sure he couldn't get hurt or knock anything over. The boss didn't seem to mind him being there, probably because he knew I wouldn't do this all the time. And Joshua...he seemed so happy to get out of the house. He's been cooped up so much lately, it was probably the most fun day he's had in a long time.

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I can't stand this I can't stand her! What did Anton ever see in her?! How could he ever do that with her, marry her when he still doesn't even know if Joshua's his! And he still works so hard to provide for them even though he wishes...why couldn't things be different?! Anton deserves better than this, he shouldn't have had to settle for some stupid woman who doesn't even appreciate all he does for her!

It just isn't fair. What would Father ...no. You haven't thought about them in years, Kolton, don't start now.

I just feel so bad for Joshua in all this. His own mother would rather run around and be a spoiled brat than take care of him. I know all too well what


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Um hey guys I found my journal! Actually, I didn't even realize it was gone, I was so busy with work and everything and then I found it lying under my bed. So um...how's everyone been? It feels like years since I last wrote in here!